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.i LuBBb skYbLue.

tangagurl — Sat, 30 Aug 2008 04:29:16 +0000

...mZ. bLue..

i dont know why i love skyblue.. maybe its part of my destiny..?

or just a part of my attitude.. heheheeh maybe.

when i look at the sky yah know i feel

refreshed ang relax. they said that when you eye is tired

just look at the color of nature (green)..

huh! differentiate me..

when my eye is tired i just look at the sky.. but

when theres no blue sky.. i just look at my things..

becoz its blue..

when my mama bought me things..

she bought me things that color blue..

my pouch,my shoes,my hairbands,myponnytails,

my blouses,my slippers,my bracelets and etc…

actually, cometimes my friends called me mZ. bLue..heheheh

im mZ bLue..

proudly saying..

i LuBb sKyBLue.. =)

.mY LoLa.

tangagurl — Sat, 30 Aug 2008 03:48:26 +0000

lets start witht the fact that shes different..

different?? becoz even if she had never went to school she knew many things..

things that she always said to me.. like for example “pag tarung mo skwela ha..kay mao ra na nga kayamanan ako mabilin ninyo” hehee.. and when i do bad things.. like when i las2x in my leg she scolded me. i cant blame her becoz its my fault..heheh.. im proud of her becoz even she encountered ae family problem she never gave up but sometimes.. i feel so pity about her becoz her best enemy was her mother and her sisters.. harsh to thimk that she could never forgive her mother. she said her mother had done nothing to her.. and to her other sisiters.. but the reason why her sisters are on the part of her mother.. its becoz of money. not for the respect.. its sad to think…. sometimes when were on the bed i noticed why she was looking at the “kisame”.. at look at her nalang.. i never talked instead i turn back and close my eyes.. hahayZt..

even if my LOLA will scolded me ae million times..

.thiS iS my LOLA..

.mY LuBLyP.

tangagurl — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 12:16:44 +0000

..so amazing to say that im only 14 years old i experience to be inlove…

i dont know if it is love or something i cant explain.. lol

so, the story goes like this..

.hMMmmm.. i have ae crush..

hmmm.. ae brown-eyed guy, campus crush.. (ae gangster group mate) we meet becoz of that group..

and we became good friends.. and when he went to our classroom. omG! im screaming.. hihihhhihi..

yah know he’s so very cute,, that when he passes through room to rooms,, girls are looking at him and screaming, others passes to him just to catch there attention.. hihihi..

but when the time just the two of us talked.. omG! i felt something..lol

yah know he asked me ae killer question..

“do you have ae crush on me?”

i replied ” ‘hmmmmm… it is not possible becoz theres so many reason why i felt something about you.hihhihi.. that even my classmates were screaming when you passes through our room, they said your so cute.,.” i smiled at him. he smiled to me too.,. after i answered his killer question i noticed that he seems so very quite..

then he said……

“me too, i have ae crush on you becoz.. ur simple and cute also”

he smiled… omG! my heartt beats faster and faster….

i replied.. “thankz!” i smiled..

and i went home.. we meet the next day i seemed to be no reaction..

i just realize… ae campus crush have told his feelings to me..

i cant believed..

the next day.. we meet again..

i didnt expect him to come during our MAPEH time.,

he was calling me to go closer to him.. i think he has something to tell to me.. ae important thing..

and my vibration was not wrong..

omG!

in that day (july 22.2008) he asked me if i want to be his gf..

and i said yes..

hihihihi..

but you know..

IM SO HAPPY..!!!!!!!!!

until now our relation keeps stronger and stronger..

hihihihi.., thanK goD..!

.about my trator friend.

tangagurl — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 03:55:55 +0000

.i have a trator friend.

i will not mention her name

becoz i was worrying about her privazy.

so, the story goes like this…

i have a gangster group. we meet there.. we start our friendship good. i dont even think that she will betrayed my friend and me.

hMmmmm.. since my beloved crush became my bf.. they seemed so cold to me.. days later many of my friends are questioning,, if i broked up with my bf.. but how can we broked we do not even saw each other these pass few days.. so i did not expect that this day he will go to our classroom. so we talked about the problem.. he said he will gonna fixed everything.. but on this day becoz my trator friend seems liked so very invisible. lol. i think she was so afraid becoz of the wrong info she deliver to her other friend. that her friend told me so..

im so very angry about the news.. many of her classmates told me that even they, they dont liked to be with her becoz shes so very verleumder, germany term for backbiters.. she liked me to be angry with my friends.. so, i think thats the the reason y she always talked about bad things to my friends and the worst there, she always blamed me..

but of course, my friend have trust in me. she didnt even believed to her..,

i dont care if i will lost her..

i have so many friends.

i can lived without her..

lol.! drama..

the morral lesson you can get on my story

is..

.dont let other people destroy your friendship.. : )